Lately I have been feeling disconsolate, disillusioned, maybe dissatisfied. I feel like there is so much more I could be doing, like there is so much more I could be, like I am destined for greatness and I am settling for mediocrity. Do you ever feel like that? I have no idea what has brought it on. Maybe it’s the fact that I have most of what one needs to be happy, a good man, a job I enjoy doing (or atleast I did before the boredom set in), a home and good friends and I seem to have run out of things to want. All of these things are supposed to make us happy aren’t they? Maybe this is why some people get married. Honestly, I can’t understand it, I just know I want it to be over. I need to do something to take me out of this self imposed rut. Any suggestions?